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Anxiety, as one may have it, is closely depicted in this picture. But I should say this is the faintest representation of what's happening inside.    You don't have to guess it, I am obviously anxious, unable to sleep, and constantly on edge - the famous flight or fight response as they call it. Over analyzing every situation and drawing all the possible outcomes of an event in a fraction of a second and wanting to type it! All this aptly define my condition at the moment. I usually feel this the exact night before my big exam. I screwed all my important exams with this dear anxious brain of mine. I have thrown years of preparation down the drain with this uncontrollable brain. When I am anxious, I touch my face, and that gives me these acne marks - which are a proof of my state.    So, sunken eyes, black spots over the face, oil drooling down the cheek, and brain racing so many horses that it ceases to think. This is how I define anxiety.  Imagine standing in a box. A ve

Dear no readers at all, Today is the day to think about positive thinking.... Let's remember Jabez's prayer. Lord that you would bless me indeed. And enlarge my borders. That your hand would be with me. That you'll keep me from evil. So I won't cause you pain. As I read from Bruce Wilkinson's book, he wrote that the very name Jabez means "PAIN". Such a negative name to give it to a baby! But the man named Pain is praying all positive. He seems to not believe in the reason why he should be named Pain and why he shouldn't ask for God's goodness on his life. These days when a small event shakes people's self esteem, praying that way when your name itself is "Pain" is quiet a feat! So let us all remember, that whatsoever we might be going through or feeling through, we can always pray for HIS blessings on our lives. If you want to read that book, here's the link -  Get Your Copy