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Anxiety, as one may have it, is closely depicted in this picture. But I should say this is the faintest representation of what's happening inside.    You don't have to guess it, I am obviously anxious, unable to sleep, and constantly on edge - the famous flight or fight response as they call it. Over analyzing every situation and drawing all the possible outcomes of an event in a fraction of a second and wanting to type it! All this aptly define my condition at the moment. I usually feel this the exact night before my big exam. I screwed all my important exams with this dear anxious brain of mine. I have thrown years of preparation down the drain with this uncontrollable brain. When I am anxious, I touch my face, and that gives me these acne marks - which are a proof of my state.    So, sunken eyes, black spots over the face, oil drooling down the cheek, and brain racing so many horses that it ceases to think. This is how I define anxiety.  Imagine standing in a box. A ve

2 views is all that I have for my present posts. (those are mine, I viewed them twice to see how the formatting looked). Here I am writing to IMPACT the WORLD with zero readers and there you are not even trying to find posts with incredible messages. Sarcasm apart, today it is not discouraging to not have readers. Today it's encouraging to be able to write with a peaceful mind, a comforted heart, and a rested body. Not Discouraged At All - Naaha!  Woke up to a beautiful winter morning and pleasant light through the window. And though I have innumerable things that I can be grateful for. Thank you, Lord, for all the good people in my life. Thank you for those who love me. Thank you for the good health and financial security. Thank you for the beautiful weather. Thank you for all your providence. Thank you for being the God of my life. Thank you for the healing and miracles. Thank you for all the people who get the bad side of me, I get to repent and correct myself.